This morning I woke up very early. After e-one crying for his milk, I cant go back to sleep, just lay down with a blank mind of purpose of life, so I decided to get up and prepared myself, for my first day of the week to the office. Actually I'm afraid of my second pregnancies. I'm afraid when the time is come to deliver, something not good will happen. Dear God, please help me get through it safely. For me, I still had trauma from my first baby. Feel likes it happen yesterday. I was so afraid. Very very afraid. This feeling continuously haunted me. I pray that my baby and I will get through it safely and be healthy as ever. Amin.