Kenak semua yang aku impikan, harapkan, angankan sik pernah berlaku. Apa yang aku maok semua sik dapat, yang ku sik maok dapat lah pulak. Rasa macam sekda kebahagiaan jak. Rasa macam segala keputusan yang di pilih sik betul jak. Now I dont even know which one is the best for me. Buntu. Like I was in the middle of many junctions, standing still and kept thinking which way to go. With no directions. With no guide. With no one to hold my hand...

Now I am all alone. I have to be strong for the sake of my children. Hopefully the path I choose will bring happiness and joy to me. I pray that God will help me to choose the best. Insya'allah.