Kerja

Tinggal 2 hari lagik aku akan memulakan semula tugas di pejabat. Gundah gulana jak rasa. Pandey rasa stress indah bila semakin dekat hari. Ni ndak, dah rasa selesa sik bekerja bila nak turun agik tok malas ada jak. Fizikal ngan mental aku tok dah kat umah jak. Hai isnin lah isnin. Apa2 pun aku terpaksa juak turun mun sik percuma aku nerimak surat cinta dari GM. Terpaksa aku interview agik kelak. Kinek tok kerja nang banyak tapi sik menepati piawaian aku.


Uisshhhh...sbnrnya byk yang aku kerepakkan kat sitok tadik but it turn out to be missing due to bad internet receptions. Damn! Now I dont have the mood to write anymore but my chubby fingers still clicked  the keyboard. I just had my late dinner, mee goreng sedaap and a warm milk for my hunger stomach and am watching sunday nite movie on tv2, Alien vs Predator. Been watched that movie few times but I just let the tv on while I'm writing here just to flush away the nite feeling (if you know what I means) unfortunately it doubled the feeling and my heart beats faster when I watched it. Plus I heard noises outside, dont know is it real or just my feeling.
25-45. What number is that? Is it Toto, Magnum or 4D? Hahahaha...very funny lah. Actually that was my waist and weight figure. Used to be my figure. It managed me to wear any slim outfit and feel great about it, unfortunately that was before I turn out to be FAT!! Right now, I dont know what is my waist line (dont want to know about it) but for sure my weight now is above 50. It makes me feel so bad. How I missed my old figure. I can wear any clothes I want, feel great about it unfortunately that might not happen now. I became fatty women. I do want to be slim but how? I know, by diet but its just so hard to be on diet. Theres so many obstacles and as always it will put me down and increase the weight figure.
Opss...iqbal dah merengek. Guess I have to put a stop here and continue, maybe, tomorrow.
Bye all.