Car problem

Today is not a good day. I came late to work because my car got battery problem. Anthony pick me up at home and arrived at office by 12noon so consider I take morning gate pass. Some more my boss want me to return call regarding missing cpu's. I hate it! Why they want me to trace it while its their problem now. The machines had been delivered and received and sent to SJQ-A so why ask me to find it? How I want to find it when the real problem is their own. Shit!!! All are crap!!

About my car problem, I have to find someone to help me this evening to settle my battery problem. Hopefully I can drive back the car today. 

And I'm hunger for rice but got no one to go for lunch. Faizah take afternoon gate pass so I just have hot milo with biscuits. If still hungry then I have to go to canteen and order mee maggi telur huhuhu. 

Hopefully the car can start this evening and will go home drive my own car. Amin.

Muara Tebas Seafood

Today we had our lunch at Muara Tebas Seafood hosted by sub-con, Mr. Baba Emperan. Thank you for the lunch, so sweet of you. The food kinda...not tasty as before. Even the sea cucumber soup taste different. The rest can say okay lah. Our menu today:-

• White rice
• Sea cucumber soup
• Sweet & sour fish
• Oyster sauce kailan
• Chilli squid
• Crab
• Oyster omelette
• Mussel 
• and I have pandan coconut as my drink. Yummy yummy!

Too bad I didnt bring camera to snap a picture of the foods. It would be great to let you all see the foods and hunger for it hahaha. Some other time.

What I love about this picture.

This is at Hills, Pavillion Hotel. We just had our 'Buka Puasa' at the restaurant and then decided to see what they got down at the Hills with one of us clicking the camera and we're in action. We take a few pictures of us and I like it all. Among all, this is also one of my favourite. Love this picture very much. What did I like about it? Can you recognise it? No? Well, the best part I love the most about this picture is the picture behind. hahahahahah.

Lunch at KFC

Today I had my lunch at KFC Semariang Mall together with my colleague Faizah and Koteng. We're heading there because Koteng want to withdraw her ASB at post office. First Faizah and I take a look around the shops and later decided to have our lunch first while waiting for Koteng and there we go in line at KFC when suddenly I felt dizzy and want to collapse. I let Faizah alone in line, order the food and I have to move faster to  the nearest table as I cant stand it anymore. Just as I reached at the nearest table, I almost collapse and quickly grab a seat and lay my head down on the table. OMG, I was sweating all over my body especially head area and felt very hot at the same time felt cold plus stomach ache. I closed my eyes try to calm down as I cant hold it anymore. After a few minutes, I felt okay and at the same time Faizah came with our lunch for the day. Actually I was kinda lost appetite for lunch after going through that situation but I have to have lunch. Cant believed I finished the whole meal. After that I felt like the soda was killing me!! I know I shouldn't drink that soda but what can I do.

There goes our lunch today at KFC. And right now my head still freeze with that soda. No wonder while eating my baby inside kicking here and there. Poor my little baby. Sorry honey.

Brand New Day

Everyday is a new day. Everyday there is a new agenda with a new perspective and new shits going on but still its the same me. To me everyday is the same, nothing much happen unless if I am a politician, celebrities or socialite. Yeah, keep on dreaming ME hehe. 

Today I just had Sapiah Mee Goreng as breakfast. Dont know why lately all the food there sucks plus there's not much varieties. Everyday is the same but still people go and buy foods there because there is no other canteen other than SAPIAH RESTORANTE. My favourite words of her is, "Mun aku madah nyaman, nang nyaman!" and for real it is 'nyaman' hahahahah very funny.

Dont know where to go for lunch today. OMG, I cant think of lunch menu at Sapiah. It makes me feel dizzy and seriously it makes me want to vomit. Sorry Kak Sapiah, didnt meant it. I know this only happen because of my condition. One of the list in my morning sickness. Lets just wait for noon to come.

Breakfast

This morning Faizah, Gogok and I had our breakfast at Sal's Cafe, Demak. Didn't know the bosses take their breakfast there too. Faizah ask Tok (one of the bosses) to pay the bill and cant believe he paid our meals. Talking about rezeki, save our budget today heheh. Anyway, thank you boss.

Faizah ordered mee goreng udang, I ordered roti canai cornbeef while Gogok just drink 100plus (early in the morning soda fuh!). This is my second time for roti canai cornbeef. I kinda like it at this moment. 

Lots of other staffs eat there too. Seems like the whole brooke staffs was there ahaha quite funny. They are talking about rules but seems like nobody cares about it. Owh well...as long theres no discipline action it should be okay with me.

One in a Million by Ne-yo

I dont know why but I kinda get excited over this song. It feels like something big is going on in my life and I like it very much but I just dont know what it is. Maybe I feel I am one in a million, one of its kind, one special one. Is it? I wish. Or maybe the dancing in the video, I like it with the drama. Would be great if I can dance like that too. Enough talking, enjoy the song!

Jet setter
Go get her
Nothing better
Call me Mr. been there done that
Top model chick to your every day hood rat
Less than all but more than a few
But I've never met one like you

Been all over the world
Done a little bit of everything
Little bit of everywhere
With a little bit of everyone
All the girls I've been with
Things I've seen it takes much to impress
But sure enough you go it makes your soul stand up from all the rest

I can be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Girl you're so one in a million
You are Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

You're not a regular girl
You don't give a damn about your look
Talking about I can't do it for you
But you can do it for yourself
Even though that ain't so
Baby cause my dough don't know how to end
But that independent thing I'm with it
All we do is win baby

I could be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Baby you're so one in a million
You are Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Timing girl Only one in the world
Just one of a kind She mine

Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could be
A future baby
Baby you're one of a kind
That means that you're the only one for me
Only one for me
Baby (girl) you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this 

Can I?

Can I resign and start my own business?
Can I resign and travelling all around the world?
Can I resign and be free like a bird?
Can I resign but have million billion trillion money to spend and enjoy? - Hell NO! hahahah
Can I dreaming about all this? - Hell YEAH! hahahaha
Too bad...at this era...the riches getting riches and the poorer getting poorer...DAMN!

Sleepy tired

I was sooooooo damn sleepy. Didn't get enough sleep last night watching tv until morning plus e-one crying for his milks 2 - 3 times until the alarm clock is ringing. Now here I am in office at my desk sitting very tired, exhausted, sleepy, looking pale and without energy even for a smile but what can I do? Right now all I am thinking about is my pillow hehe. How nice to have a nap at this precious moment. Pillow o pillow, where are you? 
Doing my best to keep my beautiful eyes wide open....very hard to do until it makes my head spinning huhuhu. Well, I did thinks of gate pass but unfortunately I cant apply for it because I already takes on leave, gate pass and sick leave for previous two weeks. Dont want to take any leave or gate pass during this week, some more this friday is public holiday for 'Good Friday'....wuhuuu!!!! Cant hardly wait for it ~ lalalalalalaalalala ~
Oppss!!! I lay my head on the desk again huhuhu. Have to concentrate to prevent head laying!!!!
Mmmm....whats more to talk about. Owh I know. Lets talk about my mak. Last nite she called and want me to stay with her at home because my bapak was travelling to ...... ( I dont know, somewhere, forgot to ask her) starting today. Shes afraid to stay at Taman Janting plus only her and little dhamirah @ amoi which is only 8months old. Guess I have to stay there tonight and leave my house alone unattended for this week huhuhu. There goes my plan to do the wall decorations.
After 5 today, fetch e-one at Gita and straight home to do all the cleaning and packing clothes and everything that I need. I felt very busy. Busy with the nomad thing, go to this house, that house. Sleeping here, sleeping there. Sometimes my house, sometimes at Taman Janting, sometimes at Stapok. Fuhhhh!! After all the works done, e-one and I heading to Taman Janting and we'll stay there this week.
Ok...I really need to lay my head down for a moment. Its okay because we are the boss today. 
Owh...wake me up at 12noon hehehehe.

my fault????

Is it really my fault? I can't even remember what happened. Damn that accident really took some of my memories away. Wish it was not me but its fate. Shouldn't be with them, shouldn't be involved with them. There's a price we get for everything and damn i just realize it really cost me. Sorry to break your heart, sorry to make you suffer, sorry for everything. Even we try to be together again, we both know its impossible. There's nothing we can do. I just dont' know.

Hope

Hope that this election will bring fortune to everyone. Be it big cities or rural areas. Lets for one time try to change the wind, observe and see the different in massive management. Lets together try it for one semester. Hope the winner will keep their promises, rise the affected areas and most important thing be like our Prophet Muhammad SAW. Lets use all share our land, balak, gold and many more to fight poverty and be like our neighbour. Hopefully....Amin.

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Ketika pusingan dunia berputar, senja datang mengamit diri setiap insan membuatkan diri ini berfikir mengenang mengingat ke mana tuju masa pagi hingga senjaku. Apakah yang telah ku lakukan dan lalui, adakah berbaloi untuk kehidupan hari ini. Ternyata masa itu diisi dengan perkara yang aku sendiri tidak pasti. Rugi kah aku untuk masa itu. Rugi itu satu kepastian...bagi mereka yang mengetahui.....dari golongan mana kah aku ini????

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Orang sik akan tauk apa yang kita sedang hadapi, yang cidak tauk cuma mengata. Tiada siapa juak tauk gelodak di hati selain diri sendiri. Susah senang sendirian juak. Yang pasti, sik akan menyusahkan sapa2 sik akan membebankan sapa2. Harap tuhan melindungi dan memberkati setiap apa yang dilakukan. Diharap tuhan memberi petunjuk ke arah yang betul. Setiap manusia ada topeng masing2, ada pentas masing2, ada agenda masing2. Aku cuma insan biasa...yang tak lekang dari kesilapan. Setiap kesilapan akan ada pengajaran di sebaliknya. Sendirian di dunia yang penuh pura2...Kuatkah aku menahan segala dugaan....Kuatkah aku menahan segala tohmahan....Aku sendiri tidak pasti....

Riders

Best mun jadi rider. Bebas kesana kesini. Stylo gik ya. Haaa....tok lah para riders yg ku maksudkan hehehe.

Perut meragam...sakit perut...

Sekarang tok perut aku sakit. Bila g jamban sik juak mok berak. Bila sakit agik g jamban sik juak geney2. Memulas2 jak. Sakit betul. Aritok dah masuk 4 hari perut ku memulas dan terit sik tauk pahal. Adakah kerana aku byk minum n makan makanan sejuk/berais? Adakah kerana minum air horlick? Aku pun sik tauk n kurang pasti.
Mudahan sakit tok berkurangan dan ilang terus. Huhuhu.