Konsert Fenomena 30 Tahun Search & Happy New Year 2012

After 30 years involvement as an artist, rock group, SEARCH, will be at Kuching Stadium tonight 31-12-2011 at 8:00pm for their 'SEARCH 30 Years Phenomenon Concert'. Kuching will be their last destination for the concert. They are very eager to give their best performance tonight because Kuching is the state that have the highest ticket selling. An information from radio few days ago, saying that the ticket had reached to 30,000. Wonder how many it will be up to 8:00pm tonite. To be honest, I cant hardly wait to be at the concert and see all kinds of rock fashion and style. I'm thinking to bring a camera and snap all those people with their own style who are very sporting and appreciate the rock music, as well SEARCH of course. The ticket is sold at RM25.00 each but for me I got it free. Three free tickets. How happy I am.

Yesterday evening after work, my friends and I have our early dinner at Barong Tinuk. After we pay the meals at the counter, the cashier aka owner, give us the free tickets. Both my friends dont want to go so I took the tickets and beg my hubbby to go with me tonight. Luckily he agree to it. I cant wait.

Its already 5:30pm, have to switch off the pc and ready for tonight.

Stadium Negeri, here I come.

2012, here I come.

May God Bless us All. Amin

Nasi Lemak

Pada hari ini, setelah 4 bulan, buat pertama kali nya aku makan nasi lemak. Sedap sungguh. Rasa macam sik makan nasi sebulan. Mungkin juak aku terlalu lapar hari tok. Normally I would feel hungry around 1pm but today it just 12noon I just cant stand the hunger but I have to wait until 12.30 to have my meal. And what a relief. I should eat early just now but its okay. There goes my diet. Guess I have to try harder.
Two more days for a brand new year to come. Seems like I have gain nothing. Seriously, nothing. Just that I have another new soldier with me, adeq aka Iqbal.
Hopefully the new year will bring more fortune to me. More joyous, more and more the good things to come. Insya'allah.
O my gosh, there's so many in my mind for the new year. So many plan. Dear God, please make it happen for good. Amin.

Hujan oh hujan

Awal pagi aku dah bangun aritok polah bekal untuk Sedi pergi kerja. Sebelum nya turun kerja, aku suruh g beli susu dolok. Sekali bila nya balit madah sik kerja sebab Matang, Satok banjir. Air besar. Air parit melimpah sebenarnya. Belom gik banjir sebenar2nya. Alu makan kat umah jak lah bekal ya. Aku pun aher mandi aritok dekat nak kol satu baruk mandi. Hujan masih turun start dari malam tadik sampey kinek tok. Mun paragon kat batu kawa tok banjir, alamat nya sik dapat kluar lah aku. Kat umah jak lah jawap nya. Sekda polah pa2 aritok. Nak jalan pun ujan. Jadi aku review berat badan aku dari dolok sampey marek. Bulan 01/2011 berat aku 56.5kg tapi ujung taun tok 12/2011 berat aku 59kg. Nampak gaya aku mesti diet habis2an. Aku dah start kurangkan pengambilan nasi dan gula sebab 2 benda ya adalah penyumbang kepada penambahan berat badan bukan aku ajak tapi kepada semua orang. Of course lah sik dapat nak buang terus. Aku mula dengan sikit2. Makan sikit2 insya'allah lamak2 akan biasa sik makan nasi. Aku terpaksa berusaha untuk kurangkan 4kg dolok supaya berat aku jadi 55kg. Insya'allah.. alah bisa tegal biasa. Tok pun aku sebenarnya dah kurang kan 1.4kg dengan pengurangan pengambilan nasi dan lain2 makanan. Senang crita, bagus ku polah table jak untuk rujukan aku di masa depan.

01/2011     56.5kg

09/2011     60.4kg

12/2011     59kg

Ada tambah ada kurang berat aku tok. Sik hal lah, sempena tahun baru tok aku nak kurangkan berat badan, tambahkan pahala.

K lah kelak sambung agik aku nak makan sup daging lok. Ya tek nak diet hahahaha. Chow.

Diet

Yuhuuu...bertemu lagi kita di sini. Aku sekarang tok tengah dalam proses diet. Makan aku dah kurangkan. Nasi pun bila makan ambik sikit2 ajak. Sik boleh juak berenti dari makan nasi terus. Ujung2 pisan aku kat opis kelak. Alhamdulillah berdisiplin juak aku diet kali tok. Malam pun dah jarang makan nasi cuma nganyang2 lauk dan makan roti ajak. Of course lah ada juak sakit perut tapi yang pelik nya bila pagi ilang lah pulak sakit perut ya. Waktu tidor kemain lagik nya protes. Sik hal lah yang penting misi diet aku berjaya. Waktu tok aku sik tauk gik berapa berat badan aku. Belom timbang agik. Mudahan jak below 55kg and then slowly reduce and maintain to my precious number, that is 45kg. Keep slim baby yeah!!

Lunch tadik pun mek duak Mel tapau kat kedey belakang. Nasi pun ambik sikit ajak. Nyaman ada jak lauk ayam masak merah teringin nak tambah nasi agik tapi nafsu makan ya harus di kekang mun sik akan menyusahkan dirik. Akibatnya sekarang tok, aku tengah menahan sakit perut.

Ok lah, next time kita kelakar agik. There's still a lot more to talk about just that I dont have the patience to wait for the broadband to download. Slow like hell!! Anyway, I will still upload my precious blog and share to you the story of my everyday life.

Durian mantak

Dua hari yang lepas, aku pergi MJC withdraw duit. Jalan2 depan KFC tertangga durian, besar alu jak. Ku tanya lah harga. Sekali nya madah RM5.00 jak. Hairan juak lah aku tek dah lah besar murah gik ya, tapi nya madah ada org dalam. Faham lah aku maksudnya ada ulat kat dalam. Nya madah mun nak polah tempoyak nang ngam ya. Aku pun tek aok ajak  lah terus tanpa periksa beli sigek. Bila balit umah terus ku padah ngan mak, 'Mak, tangga ktk durian tok besar ada jak. Tapi ada orang dalam ya. K polah tempoyak boleh lah. Belah kan'. Belah lah tek. Sekali mantak hahaha sakit ati ku. Tengok2 lah pic durian tok, bersama ngan e-one.

3 minggu

Salam..akhirnya ada kesempatan juak untuk aku berkarya di dalam blog aku tok. Lamak rasa nya. Begitu juga dengan tempat kerja. Dah masuk 3 minggu aku report duty. Mula2 rasa janggal, lepas ya ok dah. Slow2 recover segala info balit. Alhamdulillah, tuhan terangkan hati aku menerima segala pembelajaran baru.
Hari2 rasa penat. Rutin bekerja kembali lagi.
Rasa ngantok. Nak tido lok. C u next time. Byeeee....

Selamat Tahun Baru...Selamat Menyambul Maal Hijrah 1443H..

Marek adalah tahun baru bagi umat Islam. Masing2 sebelum hari terakhir kerja ariya, ngucap selamat tahun baru, apa azam tahun baru? Aku pulak, macam terpinga2 seolah baru tersedar dari mimpi. Ni ndak, selama tok pakey calendar org putih ajak jadi sik ingat ngan tahun baru agama sendiri. Astaga!! Ya Allah, ampunkanlah kelalaian ku terhadapMu.
Tahun baru tok, aku harap segalanya berjalan lancar dan segala permintaan dan doa ku dimakbulkan tuhan. Amin.
Aritok adalah public holiday untuk Ma'al Hijrah. Ilek kat umah ajak. Mula2 pagi nak jalan pasya sik jadi pa mak ku gik tolong kakak ku bermasak k nya hantar sedekah ngan jiran. Lauk nya adalah nasi minyak, ayam masak kicap tiram, sayur kobis udang, sup kaki ayam dan juga ulam tepus (tok sik d sedekah lah..k makan kedirik). Ingin juak nangga ulam tepus tadik tapi apa kan daya aku blom berani makan belacan. Makanan pedas2 pun aku blom berani gilak nak makan, sama juak ngan minuman sejuk. Memang ada makan minum tapi sik lah banyak. Sekadar ncerik ajak. Mungkin masuk bulan ke-4 kelak aku boleh start makan belacan. Nak masam ada juak lah ku makan sikit2 ya pun info dari aunty Sedi madah iboh makan nak masam dolok tapi ku langgar jak. Nya anak dah masuk 8 bulan pun masih blom makan yang masam. Insya'allah...tuhan akan melindungi dan memberkati aku serta menghindarkan dari segala kesusahan dan meningkatkan kesihatan luaran dan dalaman aku. Amin!
Banyak gambar yang baruk ku upload dari camera. Hari tok baruk sempat. Banyak crita nak ku share ngan kitakorang so tunggu k. Mun masa mengizinkan, aku akan cuba untuk mengup-datekan blog aku tok segala keluh kesah 1001 cerita setiap hari untuk tatapan semua. Insya-allah.
Jumpa lagi....

Kerja

Tinggal 2 hari lagik aku akan memulakan semula tugas di pejabat. Gundah gulana jak rasa. Pandey rasa stress indah bila semakin dekat hari. Ni ndak, dah rasa selesa sik bekerja bila nak turun agik tok malas ada jak. Fizikal ngan mental aku tok dah kat umah jak. Hai isnin lah isnin. Apa2 pun aku terpaksa juak turun mun sik percuma aku nerimak surat cinta dari GM. Terpaksa aku interview agik kelak. Kinek tok kerja nang banyak tapi sik menepati piawaian aku.


Uisshhhh...sbnrnya byk yang aku kerepakkan kat sitok tadik but it turn out to be missing due to bad internet receptions. Damn! Now I dont have the mood to write anymore but my chubby fingers still clicked  the keyboard. I just had my late dinner, mee goreng sedaap and a warm milk for my hunger stomach and am watching sunday nite movie on tv2, Alien vs Predator. Been watched that movie few times but I just let the tv on while I'm writing here just to flush away the nite feeling (if you know what I means) unfortunately it doubled the feeling and my heart beats faster when I watched it. Plus I heard noises outside, dont know is it real or just my feeling.
25-45. What number is that? Is it Toto, Magnum or 4D? Hahahaha...very funny lah. Actually that was my waist and weight figure. Used to be my figure. It managed me to wear any slim outfit and feel great about it, unfortunately that was before I turn out to be FAT!! Right now, I dont know what is my waist line (dont want to know about it) but for sure my weight now is above 50. It makes me feel so bad. How I missed my old figure. I can wear any clothes I want, feel great about it unfortunately that might not happen now. I became fatty women. I do want to be slim but how? I know, by diet but its just so hard to be on diet. Theres so many obstacles and as always it will put me down and increase the weight figure.
Opss...iqbal dah merengek. Guess I have to put a stop here and continue, maybe, tomorrow.
Bye all.

Aritok sekda ku nesah barang nembiak sebab sikit gilak. Esok jak lah lagikpun petang dah hujan. Pagi tadik tengah aku leka surfing tiba2 ku dengar mak ku madah ' ngular posmen ya..nya nun duduk dibah pokok..lamak ada nya kat sia dari tadik..'. Ada juak posmen nak ngular kat tempat tok. Mungkin faktor nya jauh dari jalan besar dan sik ada gilak orang lalu lalang ya lah senang nya ilek kat sia sik d tangga orang. Atau mungkin nya gik ilek kerana keletihan atau sebab panas terit. Sik tauk pa kes nya. Macam kita juak. Orang hanya menilai dan bukan menyelami. Faham sik?
Semenjak Sukan Sea start, sik dpat aku nangga crita Lola. Mesti liputan sukan jak yang ada. Sampey aku fikir crita ya sik d tayang agik. Bila sukan sea habis owh. Aku sik tauk pun bila.
Aku pandey rasa takut indah nak turun kerja. Mungkin sebab dah pindah department. Rasa masuk kerja tempat baru jak bila tukar department tok. Ni ndak orang yang kita jumpa ari2 lain, kerja lain, environment lain, bos pun lain. Jauh gik dari department lamak. Aduh duh duh duh....
Mmmm...pandey rasa excited indah aku tok tapi sik tauk apa nak d excited ya. Pelik ada jak. K lah lak sambung agik nak layan rasa excited tok lok walaupun blur excitement apa ya.

Last weeks of holiday

Minggu tok last aku cuti ari Isnin dah turun kerja. Rasa malas nak turun lah tapi apa boleh buat terpaksa diteruskan juak mun dak pa pakey belanja kelak. Aku baruk jak lepas up-date bakul susu e-one and iqbal. Nyenyak ada jak nya duak tidor. Sambil menaip tok aku dengar lagu 'Get Low'. Walaupun lagu ya dah lamak tapi masih ada power sampey kinek tok and I enjoy the music. ...boots with the fur...shorty got low low low low low...heheh
Baruk jak tek Sedi kol nya datang nak antar kereta. Nya madah ada beli manok panggang...huish dh lah marek ku teringin nak makan manok panggang aritok ada rezeki..alhamdulillah.

Cuti

Lamak dah aku bercuti tok baruk aritok lah aku update blog. Stakat aritok dah sebulan lebih aku cuti. Rasa malas nak turun kerja kelak. Rasa nak cuti bergaji lamak2 jak adeh adeh adeh. Waktu tok e-one dan iqbal tengah tidor. Nyenyak skali. Aku jak blom tidor leka ngikot kat nafsu nak surf tenet n update blog esok ari sempey aku nahan mata.

Marek terjadi perkara yang menyebabkan aku kecewa dan susah hati. Rasa macam setiap keputusan yang aku polah ya semua salah belaka. Semua sekda merik manfaat langsung.

Semoga tuhan tabahkan hati aku menerima semua ini dan bersabar serta bertawakal dan dikuatkan iman dan dipertingkatkan ibadah dan ditambah pahala dikurangkan segala dosa.

Semoga tuhan memberi petunjuk dan memberkati aku. Amin.

KFC New Menu - Black Pepper

Thari tadik coba resipi baru kat kfc. Abis jak makan terus rasa mluak. Alu penin2 sampey kinek tok. Nang sik masuk alu. Sapa ndak pun idea polah resipi kedak ya kah. Nak ngikut kenny rogers lah tek tapi nang sik masuk. YUCKKK!!!! Nyesal ku beli tapi sekhal lah dah tauk sik lah nak ngoder gik.

Sekali lagi..

Sekali lagi aku telah kecewa. Sekali lagi hati ku telah terluka. Sekali lagi dunia ku telah hancur. Sekali lagi setiap angan harapan impian hancur berkecai...

Sampai bila aku harus diperlakukan sebegini. Maha besarkah segala dosa ku sehingga menerima segala dugaan dan cabaran atau adakah ia boleh di anggap sebagai pembalasan. Jika ia adalah pembalasan, lantas apakah silap dan kesalahan yang telah ku lakukan yang memungkinkan pembalasan sebegitu rupa?

Sesungguhnya aku tiada daya lagi untuk menahan semua ini sendirian...

Terguris dan terhiris

Awal pagi tadik hatiku telah terguris dan dihiris oleh sebilah pedang yang maha tajam iaitu lidah manusia. Terasa and kecik ati ku lok. Bila sampey kat opis terus g bekpes walaupun sbnrnya tengah menahan rasa. Lunch pun rasa malas nak kuar tapi kuar juak makan kat pending pasya pegi bcck nangga exhibition. Sekali makan kat pending sia terkejut ku dengar nasi campur RM8.00! Mun kedei standard sik juak hal tok kedei biasa jak. Nang ncekek darah alu jak. Bak kata orang tua sik lamak gik nait aji nya. Huh!!

Aritok juak aku rasa kurang sihat. Hidong aku dah tersumbat sebelah. Esok nak g klinik gik. Apply gik cuti. Dahlah gaji bulan ya tek kenak potong setegal cuti lebih. Argghhhh!!!!! Tension aku!!!!

Bulan2 terakhir tok juak dah start g klinik setiap 2 minggu, terpaksa pikir jalan mcmni nak pergi. Ni ndak, takut potong gaji agik alu lari budget aku. Nasib badan........

Pasya dengar cidak HR nak review attendance. Dah lah aku tok hari2 datang aher. Dolok cayak aku kol 6.30am dah ada kat opis kinek tok iboh jak. Waktu office bagi aku kinek tok adalah 8.30am ke atas tapi time balit pun aku aher juak. Bansi bah.

Tergendala nak d tulis aku tek setegal gossipping sekejap. Klak jak sambung balit. Daaaaaaa.................

Ish geram ati ku!!! Sebenarnya aku dah taip panjang2 nak post skali click 'publish post' tiba2 jak kuar balit suruh aku sign-in. Bila sign-in check2 yg aku taip panjang2 tek sekda. Ilang. Geram aihhhh...Malas ku nak naip agik eyh. Biyuk mena!!!

Kaftan

Dari marek ati ku nak beli kaftan jak k pakey time bulan posa kelak. Sik dpt pakey time raya, pakey time bulan posa jak. Nak pergi carik ya lah lemah nyawa ku. Berjalan sikit jak dah tercungap2 kepak lemak kaki semput. Fuiyoo semua ada. Biasalah bila rasa nak beli ya kinek2 nak g carik walaupun tengah sengkek. Ala...window shopping lah dolok. Survei2 nak ni kacak agik nak ni murah agik. Pempuan mmg lah macam ya. Puas ati baruk beli. Ia adalah satu kenikmatan.Mmm.....

Mun ada driver sik hal lah juak. Kurang sikit rasa letih aku ya. Pa boleh buat taik kambing bulat. Aku nak carik kaftan yang sesuai time aku tgh sarat tok. P mesti ya kelak dpakey ari jemat jak. Sekhal lah. Dah ku kurus slim klak dpt dpakey gik bah. Mula2 ku pikir nak beli kain and hantar g tailor tapi bila ku calculate lebih kurang beli kat kedey jak harganya. Bagus beli kat kedey dapat pakey terus. Ye tak hehehe.

Aritok sekda kerja gilak. Just nak post timesheet cidak inspector n kad gi-d. Thats all for today. The rest, I can use it to surf. Lepas tok kelak sik dapat nak surf agik. Kemudahan dah kenak tarit. Buzy giler lah kelak. Sik hal lah janji ada kerja. Orang lain kemain susah nak dapat kerja. Gago jak nak demand nak owh (aku lah ya).

K lah ku nak sign off lok kelak jumpa gik.

Daaaaaaaaaaa.......................

Sedih....

Aritok banyak perkara sedih yang berlaku. Mula2 pagi tadik pasal gaji. Sik puas ati langsung. Rupa2nya kenak putar belit. Perkara sedih kedua yang aku dapat tahu, owner umah sewa lamak aku madah kenak tipu oleh penyewa sebelum aku. Nya madah nya sewa RM300 sebulan padahal cuma RM200 jak. Pasya siap minta 2bulan deposit gik. Sik berkat duit ya mun nya bena2 tipu aku. Sik tenteram nya ngenang duit ya dan akan sentiasa teringat dan rasa bersalah sehinggalah nya bayar balit semua duit aku ya. Banyak ya bah RM600. Perkara ketiga adalah kesian nangga Dhamirah. Aku ngan member pergi melawat nya kat hospital tadik. Waktu ya nya gik tido. Kesian nangga nya. Kembang kaki tangan. Waktu nak balit tadik pucat n sejuk kaki nya. Tangan ada panas sikit. Kesian tedah. Doktor madah nya batuk then kahak lekat kat tekak, lama2 turun ke paru2 lalu mengakibatkan jangkitan paru2. Sekarang tok tgh dlm proses membuang lendir dan jangkitan ya. Kesian Dhamirah. Umur baru 13bulan. Mudah2an Dhamirah cepat sembut. Amin. Perkara keempat adalah bila aku kol suruh orang semandin ngabas nya madah mun ada masa baruk g ngabas. Bah nya pa dpolah, pa kerja sampey sekda masa nak ngabas orang sakit. Mun orang lain cepat jak. Pasya madah nya dah kat umah. Awal juak nya balit tek. Coba stay kat tpt aku...dekat nak tgh malam..pagi baruk balit. Sakit ati ku lokk...Tapi apa boleh buat, tok lah dugaan yang aku harus tempuhi. Aku mesti kuat. Insya'allah.

Malam kelak sik tauk ada berita sedih agik kah sik. Harap2 sekda. Biarlah kali tok berita hepi jak yang ada. Insya'allah.

Monday blues again...

Aritok awal pagi dah start ngantok. Baruk jak melangkah kaki masuk opis dah start berolah mata tok. Lunch tadik pegi kat Chilli Peppers. Balit jak opis nang sik dpt ditahan2 gik mata tok tapi hati kuat nak surf digagah juak mata tok. Sempey rasa. Berenti lok rehat mata sekejap. Kelak jumpa gik. Daaaaaaaaa................

Lepas baca satu cerita dari blog (entah sapa mpun), terus aku rasa sedih gilak. Cerita ya seakan2 sama ngan jalan cerita kehidupan aku sekarang. Mengalir jak rasa air mata. Ku rasa mun aku tulis jalan hidup aku entah macamni ndak kah. Right now I'm speechless.

Durian....kek lapis....

Thari tadik nak g lunch nangga orang jual durian tepi jalan. Terus rasa kepingin nak makan durian. Balit dari lunch tadik beli, sekali bukak burok dan mantak. Huh rasa tertipu jak. Last2 aku pegi balit kat sia ngan kawan2 beli agik sigek durian harga rm15.00. Ya baruk dapat d makan. Lega sikit. Pasya bila balit opis rasa nak makan kek lapis indah. Aduhhhh.......sik tauk ya ngidam atau nafsu makan semata2. 

Kenak semua yang aku impikan, harapkan, angankan sik pernah berlaku. Apa yang aku maok semua sik dapat, yang ku sik maok dapat lah pulak. Rasa macam sekda kebahagiaan jak. Rasa macam segala keputusan yang di pilih sik betul jak. Now I dont even know which one is the best for me. Buntu. Like I was in the middle of many junctions, standing still and kept thinking which way to go. With no directions. With no guide. With no one to hold my hand...

Now I am all alone. I have to be strong for the sake of my children. Hopefully the path I choose will bring happiness and joy to me. I pray that God will help me to choose the best. Insya'allah.

Is It Me? - Stacie Orrico

Trying to analyze every angle, situation
Trying to find an explanation
Cause it's getting aggrivating
Why my relationships never seem to work out
Beginnin' to worry and doubt
If I'm even able to detect he's the one
When to stay or when to run
Why I haven't seen the sun
Shine his light on my heart and help me ease the pain
Cause I'm getting tired of the rain

Falling on my heartbreak and I
Get my hopes up when I'm in love
Until we break up then I'm back to the
Same spot, I've been lonely, drowning
Cause every guy turns out to be the same
So now I'm questionin' is it me to blame

[CHORUS:]
Is It Me? am I so complicated?
Is It Me? or is love over-rated?
Is It Me? cause I don't quite understand
Why it never turns out how I thought I planned it
Is It Me? am I too independent?
Is It Me? not ready for commitment?
Is It Me? cause it doesn't seem to last
And it's the only question that I never asked

Maybe I'm longin' for it more than I should be expecting
All the standards that I'm setting
Unrealistically I'm getting
Possibly in the way of what is left to have in store
Because I'm so confused and insecure
Cause when i know for certain everything is going wrong
I permitted to prolong
Tried my best to hold on
My Mister Right's probably hanging round my window pane
While I look through only watching the rain

Falling on my heartbreak and I
Get my hopes up when I'm in love
Until we break up then I'm back to the
Same spot, I've been lonely, drowning
Cause every guy turns out to be the same
So now I'm questionin' is it me to blame

[CHORUS]

Never thought it could be that its me
Till i realized I`m the only
Common factor and played a big part
In letting people break my heart
Never noticin' I was wasting time
Asking the same thing every time
Who were you with? and where were you at?
Until I took the time to turn and look back

Ooooh la la la
La la la la
La la la

[CHORUS x2]

La la la
La la la la la
La la la

There's Gotta be More to Life - Stacie Orrico

I've got it all, but I feel so deprived

I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside

Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing

And why can't I let it go

[Chorus]

There's gotta be more to life...

Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me

Cause the more that I'm...

Tripping out thinking there must be more to life

Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more

Than wanting more

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly

Here in this moment I'm half way out the door

Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing

[repeat chorus]

I'm wanting more

I'm always waiting on something other than this

Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed.....

[repeat chorus x2]

Bertemu lagi kita hari ini. Last post aku ada crita pasal dibah mata kanan ku tok ngerijik ajak2 nak. Haaa...nak tauk pa d temu aku? Aku xcdent...melanggar keta orang. Pempuan ya pun bongok juak..maka sekda moto melimpas pandey slow n berenti indah, alu d langgar aku pa ku pikir nya jalan tek bila ku nangga jalan clear. Dah lesen P. Terbang duit aku rm30.00 k ganti plat number nya berayan sigek ya. Huh sakit ati ku. Dah lah org byk ngerumun nolong cha ya nun alif sikok ya, aku tek backing ngan mak ku jak. Keta nya sekda pa2 cuma sigek no jak gugok dibah sedangkan bumper ku kemek n penyek. Nasib malam ya dah d ator Sedi just kaki headlamp ku jak perlu d tukar sbb dah patah. Lain kali lah. 

Blom abis juak ngerijik mata ku tok. Ku pikir dah ilang skali tek masih juak. Geram pun ada juak. Entah apa musibah yang mendatang. Minta simpang jak. Huh tengah naip tok pun sempat juak nya ngerijik.

Sik tauk kenak aritok aku rasa blues jak. Rasa macam sik best jak. Dah lah masok aritok dah 3hari dibah mata kanan ku tok ngerijik ajak. Petanda apa kah itu? Bagus atau tidak? Ya Allah, lindungilah aku dari segala musibah dan dugaan berat yang akan menggegarkan jiwa ku kepada mu. Hindarkanlah jauh-jauh. Amin.

10 foods men and woman should eat!

We meet again. Today I want to share with you the best food men and women should be eat. Lets share it with others.

10 foods all women should eat!! A varied, balanced diet is the cornerstone of healthy living for everyone, yet healthy eating can sometimes mean different things depending on your gender. While there are some foods we should all be eating more of, men and women also have their own set of dietary requirements as well as their own unique health concerns. Here are ten foods all women should eat. 1) Butternut squash Butternut squash — like many other yellow/orange fruit and vegetables — is packed with carotenoids such as alpha-carotene and beta-carotene. While carotenes should be included in everybody's diet for optimum health, they may prove essential to women's health as a high-carotenoid diet has been linked to lowered risks of both breast and ovarian cancer. 2) Salmon Salmon has a multitude of positive health benefits for women. Not only is it rich in iron — which is integral to the diets of premenopausal women — but it is packed with omega-3 fatty acids, known for their mood-enhancing effects. Studies have suggested that omega-3 can help beat depression (something that affects twice as many women as men) and prevent mood swings, while salmon can also boost babies' intelligence when eaten during pregnancy. 3) Flax Seeds Flax seeds are a good source of Omega-3 fatty acids and have been linked to reduced risk of breast cancer and heart disease. The seeds' anti-inflammatory properties are also good for preventing arthritis, while their digestive benefits can help irritable bowel syndrome; two painful conditions which are more prevalent in women than men. 4) Tomatoes Another vibrant carotenoid beneficial for women's health is lycopene, a pigment found in tomatoes. Studies have suggested that lycopene may be effective in preventing breast cancer. Furthermore, there has been considerable evidence to suggest that the powerful antioxidant can help reduce risk of heart disease — the leading cause of death in women in the US, Australia, England and Wales. 5) Cranberries Various studies have suggested strong links between consuming cranberries and reduced risks of breast cancer and heart disease. However, the most notorious benefit of cranberries is their ability to prevent and cure urinary tract infections such as cystitis, which is eight times more likely to occur in women than men. One study suggests that drinking two glasses of cranberry juice a day can prevent the symptoms of common UTIs in women. 6) Spinach Spinach is rich in many different vitamins and minerals, but one thing that makes it great for women is its high content of magnesium. Research has shown that magnesium may be beneficial in reducing many of the physical symptoms of PMS which plague women, including reduction of swelling, breast tenderness, bloating and weight gain. 7) Figs Figs are a great health food, containing many vital minerals and vitamins as well as contributing to your daily portions of fruit and veg. Two minerals found in figs that are particularly beneficial to women's health are iron, which is often deficient in menstruating women, and calcium, which is important for post-menopausal women, who are more prone to osteoporosis. 8) Milk Milk is a great source of calcium, which is extremely beneficial to women's health, particularly when combined with vitamin D (found in some varieties of milk and many fortified milk products). Consumption of the combined nutrients is not only good for warding off osteoporosis, but a study has suggested that a diet rich in calcium and vitamin D could ease, or even prevent, symptoms of PMS. 9) Oats Oats are literally packed with health-boosting nutrients, many of which have great impacts on female health. Oats are not only great for heart health, digestion and blood pressure levels (with hypertension affecting many women over 50), but they contain vitamin B6, which can help prevent PMS and mood swings, and folic acid, which is important for women to consume before and during pregnancy to prevent birth defects in babies. 10) Walnuts While all nuts are great for our health, walnuts have many great individual benefits for women. A study has recently found that walnuts, which are packed with omega-3 fatty acids, antioxidants and phytosterols, may help to reduce women's risk of developing breast cancer, while their high omega-3 content may also help bone health, arthritis pain and depression. Walnuts also contain many nutrients essential for female health, such as calcium, magnesium and folic acid.
10 foods all men should eat!! A varied, balanced diet is the cornerstone of healthy living for everyone, yet healthy eating can sometimes mean different things depending on your gender. While there are some foods we should all be eating more of, men and women also have their own set of dietary requirements as well as their own unique health concerns. Here are ten foods all men should eat. 1) Blueberries Blueberries are another fruit that have been linked to a reduced risk of prostate cancer, thanks to their high levels of proanthocyanidins. However, blueberries' positive benefits for men don't stop there, as studies have also suggested that blueberries may be effective in reducing risk of heart disease, Type 2 Diabetes and age-related memory loss; a condition more prevalent in men than women. 2)Whole grains Whole grains are great for our health thanks to their high levels of vitamins, minerals and fibre. Most whole grains, including brown rice and oats, are particularly rich in B vitamins, which are good for general wellbeing and can also help alleviate depression. Individual B vitamins can also benefit male health in various ways. Studies have suggested that folate (vitamin B9) can keep sperm healthy, while biotin (B7) may help hair loss. Silica, also present in whole grains, could also help with healthy hair growth. 3) Brazil nuts Snacking on nuts is great for heart health and good skin. However, Brazil nuts are particularly beneficial for men as they are packed with selenium; a powerful antioxidant which studies have suggested can boost sperm health and motility. Furthermore, selenium is also great for lowering "bad" cholesterol levels, preventing blood clots and lifting your mood. 4) Broccoli Broccoli - along with other cruciferous vegetables like cabbage and sprouts - contains a strong cancer-fighting chemical, sulphoraphane, which research has suggested may reduce men's risk of developing bladder cancer (a cancer more commonly affecting women than men), prostate cancer and colorectal cancer. 5) Oysters Oysters are the highest natural source of zinc; an essential requirement for men's fertility and sexual health. Zinc not only helps to maintain healthy testosterone levels in men, but it is essential for healthy sperm production. On top of this, zinc deficiency may be responsible for hair loss in men, so an increased intake may benefit men's appearance as well as health. 6) Tomatoes Tomatoes are possibly one of the best "superfoods" around, and the popular fruit has particular benefits for men. Studies have suggested that the lycopene found in tomatoes may reduce risk of colorectal cancer, lower cholesterol and reduce the risk of heart disease; the leading cause of death in men. Research has also shown that men who frequently eat foods rich in lycopene may drastically reduce their risk of developing prostate cancer. 7) Eggs For men suffering from hair loss, eggs may also provide the perfect solution. Eggs are an excellent source of protein, which is essential for hair growth, as well as being rich in biotin (vitamin B7). Egg yolks are also a good source of iron, which some studies have suggested can alleviate hair loss, which can be caused by anaemia. 8 ) Pomegranate juice Pomegranates are packed with antioxidants, vitamins and minerals, and research has suggested that drinking the juice of this "superfood" can help lower cholesterol - which can be high in many men as young as their 20s - and prevent hypertension. A study has also found that drinking just one 8oz glass of pomegranate juice a day could dramatically slow down the progress of prostate cancer. 9) Garlic Garlic is well known for boosting heart health, and a study on the effects of garlic consumption on males has shown that regularly eating garlic could help lower men's cholesterol levels. Furthermore, research findings published in the Journal of the National Cancer Institute have suggested that regularly eating garlic and onions could help lower men's risk of developing prostate cancer. 10) Salmon Salmon is not only a great source of protein, but it is an excellent source of omega-3 fatty acids, which can help address many of men's most common health complaints. Omega-3 fatty acids have been linked to lowered levels of "bad" cholesterol and can also reduce risk of many illnesses, including heart disease, colorectal cancer, prostate cancer and depression.   *info from Sirloin_skipper fotopages

Last night I did try to fry my own version of kerepek pisang. Well...it was okay except Sedi said it was too thin but I think it was well done..waisehh. Its hard for me to sliced it using fruit slicer because I dont have that special kerepek slicer. My mom even worse, she slice it too thick with kitchen knife. Guess I have to have that slicer. I will try and try again to cook my own version then no need for me to buy ready made product and sell it. By that time, I can cook, packing and selling my own product in large scale (Insya'allah...amin). Just that I dont know how to keep the crispiness in that spicy chips. People tend to says that if you dont know how to do it, the chips will lost its crispiness. Then I have to try and try until I solve the problems. 

At this moment, this is my goal to get an extra side income. I have to have the confident and get rid of embarrassment feeling. I have to plan how to market it in order to make people/customer/end user buy my products and will come back craving more for it. Dear God, please make it a success try out..amin.

Today is the first day I come to office after Gawai Holiday. Not much to do. I just transmit documents and the rest will continue tomorrow. Right now I'm thinking about business. What products to sell, how to make or prepare it, how to make people like and will come again for it and so on. I have to think and think and think and think again how to make it a success try out. At the same time, I need to figure out what kinds of product that is very easy to make with a low cost for Monica and Bujang to sell for their own pocket money. I did think of few but my sister already have plan to sell it so no point for me to suggest it to Monica because she's get paid by my sister to sell all the foods at Pasar Tani. Mmmm...any idea? A lots in my mind but cannot choose which one. 

I'm thinking of trying to do my own version of kerepek tonight. Figure out how they make it crispy. Why? Because at the moment I have to buy the kerepek from supplier and sell it at Pasar Tani. Of course I didn't get much that is why I have to try to fry it myself so that I can get 100% profit from it. I mean we have to start from small scale unless you are very rich to start in big scale and get the loss with no feeling or broken heart. Dont want to be in that situation. 

Aha......remembered Bujang want to sell salted terubok. Can also. I suggest he buy in small quantity first to test market. If okay, then proceed with the rest. 

Oh well, its almost 5.30pm. I want to go back already, after a hard work at office hehehe.

See you soon.

I am really really really damn SLEEPY!!!! but I cant take a nap somehow i dont know why or maybe because of my big tummy. Its really hard even to lay down my head on the table where it push a little hard on my tummy when i do that. It makes me in pain. Ouccchhhh!! On and off try to straight my back to prevent the sickness but still I can fell the pain. The only way to make it better is by laying down on bed huhuhu. Time seems pass too slow when you always watch for the time. Its already 4.55pm now but feels like ages to go to 5.30pm and I really felt sleepy and tired. O God please help me get through this.

Cant help to be at home right now, like ASAP. Right now I'm listening to Beyonce's songs. 

I have to stop at petrol station on my way back home to withdraw cash from atm machine. If could, I dont want to stop at any station but I promised mak yesterday night to pay back her money which I borrowed to bought something. Arrggghhhhhh!!! Its killing me! I AM SO SLEEPY!!!!!!!!!*paused for a while*

Thats all for today. See you guys again tomorrow.

Today I bring some kerepek for sale at office. Alhamdulillah, I managed to sell all. At least I can gain some side income, eventho its not much. Ever heard of "Sikit-sikit lama-lama jadi bukit"? Hopefully those who buy the kerepek likes it and will asking more for it. Insya'allah.

I had lunch at Sal's Cafe, Demak together with Faizah and Mel. We also gossipping about other people (which everyone did) while eating.Then go buy some fresh fruit (guava and pineapple) and some chocolate from Everrise. And now I'm at office feel sleepy and wanted to go home but what can I do. You got to do what you got to do, which is stay in the office huhuhu. Okay lets stop here. I want to take a nap for a while. Byeee....

Hello there, we meet again, here at my blog. Nothing much happen today. Just another boring day at office. Just left me and Anthony, Faizah had Niosh course the whole day. We didn't go out for lunch, just tapau at Sapiah Canteen. Actually about 10.00am this morning I had a feeling to apply for gate pass, but today is Friday so I canceled the plan. Tomorrow is Saturday, non working day so I can just chill at my little office today and do what I pleased.

I dont know whats more to write. Right now I feel not well. My stomach is in pain, maybe because of hot nescafe that I had yesterday. I know I cannot take that drink but what to do. I reallly really thirsty for it and now I deserved the pain. Ouchhh!!!!

Some more got back pain plus sleepy tired. Dear God please help me get through all the pain today. The baby is kicking inside. Talking about baby, some of people I met said its gonna be baby boy, some said baby girl. Dr. Monica said baby boy and some bidan said baby girl. Dont know which one. I dont care. I just hope the baby is healthy and cute.

Aritok aku nang nak makan buah ajak2. Thari tadik beli honeydew kat demak. Bila makan rasa sik cukup. Rasa maok agik. Terasa d geruk kata orang tua. Dah lah kat kantin sekda pa2 d jual. Hancurrrr....

Lamak dah ku sik up-date blog tok. Banyak juak perkara yg di lalui sehingga hari tok. Sampey sik ingat agik dah. Marek teman mak ku medical check-up kat mahkamah lama. Program free kendalian Mosti. Entahlah..org tua suruh teman pergi jak lah. Bapak ku travelling so terpaksa aku juak lah teman. Setengah hari kat sia jak. Kepak juak nyawa ku. Ya pun terpaksa hantar e-one kat Gita, sik tahan aku nak berkepung ngan nya. Aktif betul. Mun aku sik pregnant tek maybe dapat ku melayan tok alu rasa nak pengsan aku.

Marek juak ada orang jual laptop RM400.00 tapi aku sik dapat beli setegal bank tutup ari Ahad. Skali tanya agik aritok tek dah kenak beli orang. Sekhal lah. Mungkin tuhan ada plan yg lebih bagus untuk aku. Lagikpun mok pakey duit juak tok. 

Aritok tek malas ku nak kerja sebenarnya tapi terpaksa juak turun takut juak kenak surat jemputan dari HR. Aku dah makin fed-up kat sitok tapi terpaksa juak mun dak dari cney lah nak dapat duit k hidup. Nak nunggu duit gugok dari langit dalam mimpi jak. Tambahan gik aku rasa kepak driving pergi kerja. Jauh ku rasa. Sik larat gik. Rasa nak tumpang orang jak tapi sekda orang pun yg sama tempat tinggal aku. Yang ada pun dah resign. 

Fizikal aku jak kat tempat kerja tok tapi hati ku kat rumah nun nak ilek2 ajak. Kat opis tok walaupun duduk ajak pun kepak. Sik aktif. Rasa lesu kadang2. Rasa nak cepat2 deliver huhuhuhu.

Sebuah cerita pencetus semangat..article from Kebunku Sayang

Sometimes your biggest weakness can become your biggest strength.

Take, for example, the story of one 10-year-old boy who decided to study judo despite the fact that he had lost his left arm in a devastating car accident.

The boy began lessons with an old Japanese judo master. The boy was doing well, so he couldn't understand why, after three months of training the master had taught him only one move.

"Sensei," the boy finally said, "Shouldn't I be learning more moves?""This is the only move you know, but this is the only move you'll ever need to know," the sensei replied.

Not quite understanding, but believing in his teacher, the boy kept training.

Several months later, the sensei took the boy to his first tournament.Surprising himself, the boy easily won his first two matches. The third match proved to be more difficult, but after some time, his opponent became impatient and charged; the boy deftly used his one move to win the match. Still amazed by his success, the boy was now in the finals.

This time, his opponent was bigger, stronger, and more experienced. For a while, the boy appeared to be over matched. Concerned that the boy might get hurt, the referee called a time-out. He was about to stop the match when the sensei intervened.
"No," the sensei insisted, "Let him continue."

Soon after the match resumed, his opponent made a critical mistake: he dropped his guard. Instantly, the boy used his move to pin him. The boy had won the match and the tournament. He was the champion.

On the way home, the boy and sensei reviewed every move in each and every match. Then the boy summoned the courage to ask what was really on his mind. "Sensei, how did I win the tournament with only one move?"

"You won for two reasons," the sensei answered. "First, you've almost mastered one of the most difficult throws in all of judo. And second, the only known defense for that move is for your opponent to grip your left arm."

The boy's biggest weakness had become his biggest strength. 

Matahari - Know no

Dolok first time dengar lagu tok aku trus suka ngan muzik nya tambah gik ngan lirik nya yang mmg ada related ngan aku. Banyak komen ku baca kebanyakan cidak madah lagu tok menggambarkan sebahagian kisah cinta kisah hidup cidaknya. Sik sangka aku...ku pikir aku sorang jak kedak ya ehehe.

Tapi lirik lagu tok nang lah sedih gilak. Pilu jak asa ati, perasaan rindu terus rasa membuak2. Teringat terus kenangan2 yang dilalui bersama oh....rindu sungguh kenangan itu. Sehingga ingin berjumpa kembali tapi apa kan daya. Bak kata know no walaupun ada yg sayang nya tetap di tangga teratas dalam hatiku. Syahdu sungguh.

Tapi apa kan daya. Kita merancang tuhan menentukan.

I miss him so much. Much love. Hope to see him again eventho its impossible.....

Anyway, hope you enjoy the song. Feel it! 

This morning I woke up very early. After e-one crying for his milk, I cant go back to sleep, just lay down with a blank mind of purpose of life, so I decided to get up and prepared myself, for my first day of the week to the office. Actually I'm afraid of my second pregnancies. I'm afraid when the time is come to deliver, something not good will happen. Dear God, please help me get through it safely. For me, I still had trauma from my first baby. Feel likes it happen yesterday. I was so afraid. Very very afraid. This feeling continuously haunted me. I pray that my baby and I will get through it safely and be healthy as ever. Amin.

Sad....

I was so upset this morning over my personal life. Cant believe it would be like this. It really makes me feel down, dont know what to do some more I have no one to share the problems. Dear God, please help me get through all these. Guide me on whats the best to do. Amin.

Vacancy

Noon time we had lunch at Sal's Kitchen. After that I went to camera shop to take an id photo for my job application form. Faizah and I went to Jabatan Perpaduan to fill the vacancy form for post 'guru tadika'. Hopefully I was selected and become a teacher. Sound funny. I never had experience as a teacher even for a kindergarten but my friend says its okay because they will give training to selected one. What a relief! Hopefully I was one of the selected and chosen one. Amin.

Tuesday blues..

All the while we heard people talking about monday blues but not today. For sure today is Tuesday blues because yesterday is a public holiday so when it comes to tuesday people are hating it. Same goes with me here. Dont know everyday I felt very lazy with all the works/tasks at office. I think the main reason must be related to my pregnancies. Yeah every pregnant woman will get through this situation where they just wanna chill down, rest, relax, feel sleepy, lazy and just dont care about anything else. I know its not good but what can I do? Its not that it happen the whole months or years. Right? Agree with me? You have too.

Just now I called someone who want to rent a house and I proposed to him my rent house. Hopefully he will agree and accept the house so that I can move to Stapok and get back my 2 months deposit, RM600.00. Hopefully. Amin.

The cpu's problem still not settle. I have to call and ask Alex who open the boxes. I hate to do this. Guess I just e-mail him. Its so difficult to call Alex at offshore. Got so many number yet still to no avail. And right now I can feel the sleepy eyes of mine started working. My production level is very low for the past few months and next few months. Cant wait to get myself feel energetic and cant wait to be slim again.

Car problem

Today is not a good day. I came late to work because my car got battery problem. Anthony pick me up at home and arrived at office by 12noon so consider I take morning gate pass. Some more my boss want me to return call regarding missing cpu's. I hate it! Why they want me to trace it while its their problem now. The machines had been delivered and received and sent to SJQ-A so why ask me to find it? How I want to find it when the real problem is their own. Shit!!! All are crap!!

About my car problem, I have to find someone to help me this evening to settle my battery problem. Hopefully I can drive back the car today. 

And I'm hunger for rice but got no one to go for lunch. Faizah take afternoon gate pass so I just have hot milo with biscuits. If still hungry then I have to go to canteen and order mee maggi telur huhuhu. 

Hopefully the car can start this evening and will go home drive my own car. Amin.

Muara Tebas Seafood

Today we had our lunch at Muara Tebas Seafood hosted by sub-con, Mr. Baba Emperan. Thank you for the lunch, so sweet of you. The food kinda...not tasty as before. Even the sea cucumber soup taste different. The rest can say okay lah. Our menu today:-

• White rice
• Sea cucumber soup
• Sweet & sour fish
• Oyster sauce kailan
• Chilli squid
• Crab
• Oyster omelette
• Mussel 
• and I have pandan coconut as my drink. Yummy yummy!

Too bad I didnt bring camera to snap a picture of the foods. It would be great to let you all see the foods and hunger for it hahaha. Some other time.

What I love about this picture.

This is at Hills, Pavillion Hotel. We just had our 'Buka Puasa' at the restaurant and then decided to see what they got down at the Hills with one of us clicking the camera and we're in action. We take a few pictures of us and I like it all. Among all, this is also one of my favourite. Love this picture very much. What did I like about it? Can you recognise it? No? Well, the best part I love the most about this picture is the picture behind. hahahahahah.

Lunch at KFC

Today I had my lunch at KFC Semariang Mall together with my colleague Faizah and Koteng. We're heading there because Koteng want to withdraw her ASB at post office. First Faizah and I take a look around the shops and later decided to have our lunch first while waiting for Koteng and there we go in line at KFC when suddenly I felt dizzy and want to collapse. I let Faizah alone in line, order the food and I have to move faster to  the nearest table as I cant stand it anymore. Just as I reached at the nearest table, I almost collapse and quickly grab a seat and lay my head down on the table. OMG, I was sweating all over my body especially head area and felt very hot at the same time felt cold plus stomach ache. I closed my eyes try to calm down as I cant hold it anymore. After a few minutes, I felt okay and at the same time Faizah came with our lunch for the day. Actually I was kinda lost appetite for lunch after going through that situation but I have to have lunch. Cant believed I finished the whole meal. After that I felt like the soda was killing me!! I know I shouldn't drink that soda but what can I do.

There goes our lunch today at KFC. And right now my head still freeze with that soda. No wonder while eating my baby inside kicking here and there. Poor my little baby. Sorry honey.

Brand New Day

Everyday is a new day. Everyday there is a new agenda with a new perspective and new shits going on but still its the same me. To me everyday is the same, nothing much happen unless if I am a politician, celebrities or socialite. Yeah, keep on dreaming ME hehe. 

Today I just had Sapiah Mee Goreng as breakfast. Dont know why lately all the food there sucks plus there's not much varieties. Everyday is the same but still people go and buy foods there because there is no other canteen other than SAPIAH RESTORANTE. My favourite words of her is, "Mun aku madah nyaman, nang nyaman!" and for real it is 'nyaman' hahahahah very funny.

Dont know where to go for lunch today. OMG, I cant think of lunch menu at Sapiah. It makes me feel dizzy and seriously it makes me want to vomit. Sorry Kak Sapiah, didnt meant it. I know this only happen because of my condition. One of the list in my morning sickness. Lets just wait for noon to come.

Breakfast

This morning Faizah, Gogok and I had our breakfast at Sal's Cafe, Demak. Didn't know the bosses take their breakfast there too. Faizah ask Tok (one of the bosses) to pay the bill and cant believe he paid our meals. Talking about rezeki, save our budget today heheh. Anyway, thank you boss.

Faizah ordered mee goreng udang, I ordered roti canai cornbeef while Gogok just drink 100plus (early in the morning soda fuh!). This is my second time for roti canai cornbeef. I kinda like it at this moment. 

Lots of other staffs eat there too. Seems like the whole brooke staffs was there ahaha quite funny. They are talking about rules but seems like nobody cares about it. Owh well...as long theres no discipline action it should be okay with me.

One in a Million by Ne-yo

I dont know why but I kinda get excited over this song. It feels like something big is going on in my life and I like it very much but I just dont know what it is. Maybe I feel I am one in a million, one of its kind, one special one. Is it? I wish. Or maybe the dancing in the video, I like it with the drama. Would be great if I can dance like that too. Enough talking, enjoy the song!

Jet setter
Go get her
Nothing better
Call me Mr. been there done that
Top model chick to your every day hood rat
Less than all but more than a few
But I've never met one like you

Been all over the world
Done a little bit of everything
Little bit of everywhere
With a little bit of everyone
All the girls I've been with
Things I've seen it takes much to impress
But sure enough you go it makes your soul stand up from all the rest

I can be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Girl you're so one in a million
You are Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

You're not a regular girl
You don't give a damn about your look
Talking about I can't do it for you
But you can do it for yourself
Even though that ain't so
Baby cause my dough don't know how to end
But that independent thing I'm with it
All we do is win baby

I could be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Baby you're so one in a million
You are Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Timing girl Only one in the world
Just one of a kind She mine

Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could be
A future baby
Baby you're one of a kind
That means that you're the only one for me
Only one for me
Baby (girl) you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this 

Can I?

Can I resign and start my own business?
Can I resign and travelling all around the world?
Can I resign and be free like a bird?
Can I resign but have million billion trillion money to spend and enjoy? - Hell NO! hahahah
Can I dreaming about all this? - Hell YEAH! hahahaha
Too bad...at this era...the riches getting riches and the poorer getting poorer...DAMN!

Sleepy tired

I was sooooooo damn sleepy. Didn't get enough sleep last night watching tv until morning plus e-one crying for his milks 2 - 3 times until the alarm clock is ringing. Now here I am in office at my desk sitting very tired, exhausted, sleepy, looking pale and without energy even for a smile but what can I do? Right now all I am thinking about is my pillow hehe. How nice to have a nap at this precious moment. Pillow o pillow, where are you? 
Doing my best to keep my beautiful eyes wide open....very hard to do until it makes my head spinning huhuhu. Well, I did thinks of gate pass but unfortunately I cant apply for it because I already takes on leave, gate pass and sick leave for previous two weeks. Dont want to take any leave or gate pass during this week, some more this friday is public holiday for 'Good Friday'....wuhuuu!!!! Cant hardly wait for it ~ lalalalalalaalalala ~
Oppss!!! I lay my head on the desk again huhuhu. Have to concentrate to prevent head laying!!!!
Mmmm....whats more to talk about. Owh I know. Lets talk about my mak. Last nite she called and want me to stay with her at home because my bapak was travelling to ...... ( I dont know, somewhere, forgot to ask her) starting today. Shes afraid to stay at Taman Janting plus only her and little dhamirah @ amoi which is only 8months old. Guess I have to stay there tonight and leave my house alone unattended for this week huhuhu. There goes my plan to do the wall decorations.
After 5 today, fetch e-one at Gita and straight home to do all the cleaning and packing clothes and everything that I need. I felt very busy. Busy with the nomad thing, go to this house, that house. Sleeping here, sleeping there. Sometimes my house, sometimes at Taman Janting, sometimes at Stapok. Fuhhhh!! After all the works done, e-one and I heading to Taman Janting and we'll stay there this week.
Ok...I really need to lay my head down for a moment. Its okay because we are the boss today. 
Owh...wake me up at 12noon hehehehe.

my fault????

Is it really my fault? I can't even remember what happened. Damn that accident really took some of my memories away. Wish it was not me but its fate. Shouldn't be with them, shouldn't be involved with them. There's a price we get for everything and damn i just realize it really cost me. Sorry to break your heart, sorry to make you suffer, sorry for everything. Even we try to be together again, we both know its impossible. There's nothing we can do. I just dont' know.

Hope

Hope that this election will bring fortune to everyone. Be it big cities or rural areas. Lets for one time try to change the wind, observe and see the different in massive management. Lets together try it for one semester. Hope the winner will keep their promises, rise the affected areas and most important thing be like our Prophet Muhammad SAW. Lets use all share our land, balak, gold and many more to fight poverty and be like our neighbour. Hopefully....Amin.

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Ketika pusingan dunia berputar, senja datang mengamit diri setiap insan membuatkan diri ini berfikir mengenang mengingat ke mana tuju masa pagi hingga senjaku. Apakah yang telah ku lakukan dan lalui, adakah berbaloi untuk kehidupan hari ini. Ternyata masa itu diisi dengan perkara yang aku sendiri tidak pasti. Rugi kah aku untuk masa itu. Rugi itu satu kepastian...bagi mereka yang mengetahui.....dari golongan mana kah aku ini????

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Orang sik akan tauk apa yang kita sedang hadapi, yang cidak tauk cuma mengata. Tiada siapa juak tauk gelodak di hati selain diri sendiri. Susah senang sendirian juak. Yang pasti, sik akan menyusahkan sapa2 sik akan membebankan sapa2. Harap tuhan melindungi dan memberkati setiap apa yang dilakukan. Diharap tuhan memberi petunjuk ke arah yang betul. Setiap manusia ada topeng masing2, ada pentas masing2, ada agenda masing2. Aku cuma insan biasa...yang tak lekang dari kesilapan. Setiap kesilapan akan ada pengajaran di sebaliknya. Sendirian di dunia yang penuh pura2...Kuatkah aku menahan segala dugaan....Kuatkah aku menahan segala tohmahan....Aku sendiri tidak pasti....

Riders

Best mun jadi rider. Bebas kesana kesini. Stylo gik ya. Haaa....tok lah para riders yg ku maksudkan hehehe.

Perut meragam...sakit perut...

Sekarang tok perut aku sakit. Bila g jamban sik juak mok berak. Bila sakit agik g jamban sik juak geney2. Memulas2 jak. Sakit betul. Aritok dah masuk 4 hari perut ku memulas dan terit sik tauk pahal. Adakah kerana aku byk minum n makan makanan sejuk/berais? Adakah kerana minum air horlick? Aku pun sik tauk n kurang pasti.
Mudahan sakit tok berkurangan dan ilang terus. Huhuhu.

Sakit perut

Perut ku sakit lepas makan nasi lemak d embak member tadik. Sik tauk pahal. Lepas ya join dak tony n syl minum kat demak, bertemu ngan chia n george. Aku makan roti boom. Nyaman tapi sik abis setegal sakit perut n manis gilak. Dah lah air barley pun manis giler. Skrang tok pun perut ku masih meragam gik.

Mata ngantok jak agik huhuhu.

Air Milo...uwekkkkk

Uwekkkk uwekkkk ku nahan nak muntah pas minum air milo. Sbnrnya aku sik dpt minum air milo time tok mun minum trus rasa nak muntah. Rasa masam jak tekak. Uwekkk tapi ku tahan sbb malas nak g tandas ceh! Sekda air lain nak d minum. Susu pun lejuk juak dah. Nak minum nescafe sik dapat. Huh!!!

Rindu Mode

Kenak harus ada perasaan rindu? Rindu apa? Rindu siapa? Rindu macamni? Entah lah. Skrang tok aku tengah rindu ngan seseorang tapi sik tauk orang ya rindu ngan aku sik. Entah2 nama aku pun dah sik ingat agik hehehehe. Nak polah macamni mun tiba2 teringat ye tak.
Alu lah terkenang...harus ya. Mmmmm tapi nang rindu lah.Rindu rindu rindu rindu..!!!!!! hahah sewel nak.

umah baruuuuuuu

Selamat pagi dan Alhamdulillah......

Lega ku rasa aritok sebab aku dah dapat umah sewa.....hehehe. Malam tadik g view umah ya dan berik first deposit dalam minggu tok berik gik 2nd deposit. Nasib orang ya senang runding. Kira dekat sikit lah mun aku nak turun kerja berbanding kat Taman Janting sia. Kat Taman Janting sunyi sepi, jauh dari kedey mun nak g pun mesti drive juak, jiran suma cina tapi kat tempat baru tok dekat ngan kedai runcit, ramey, dekat ngan everise n h&l dan kedey kopi. Dapat jalan kaki jak mun nak pegi hehehe.

Maybe start malam tok aku angkut barang sikit2 kat sia. Pat ujung minggu tok dpat celebrate b-day e-one kat sia. Kesian e-one sik celebrate b-day exact date sebab kedey kek suma tutup heheh. Sik hal lah sayang this week end mama polah bday party utk e-one k.

Umah ya toilet kongsi ngan tempat mandi dah lah kecik, ruang dapur pun kecik juak tapi bilit nya ada 3. Aku ambik master bedroom lah hehehe. Ruang tamu size standard umah teres. Boleh lah. Cuma tikar nya byk yg dah bisak. Berpikir juak aku macamni nak ngacak nya yerdeh ngacak hahahah. Furniture sik byk just;

1) peti ais

2) dapur without tong gas

3) set kerusi yg ada 4 seaters ajak serta meja

4) tv 21" jenama biasa serta ngan cabinetnya

4) single bed 2 igek serta tilam nipis dan lama

5) almari baju 2 sets

6) meja makan kayu buatan sendiri

eh eh...kira byk juak ya mmmm cuma sekda washing machine jak. Terpaksa ku ngangkut washing machine ku kat stapok ya.

Sik sabar ku nak tinggal kat sia. Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusanku. Amin.

Mencari tempat berteduh....

Tang sedih na juak title aku aritok, tapi nang benar. Sekarang tok aku tengah mencari tempat berteduh...mencari rumah sewa untuk didiami. Susah juak rupanya mencari rumah sewa tok. Ada yang mahal, buruk, tinggi, kotor, bersih dan segala macam gik lah. Dah janji ngan Maria pindah ujung bulan satu tok. Harap2 aku dapat pindah cepat. Buat sementara waktu ya jak yang termampu. Insya'allah mun ada rezeki lebih dberik tuhan kelak harap dapat ada rumah sendiri.

Baruk aku rasa macam ni hidup berkeluarga sendiri. Time masih kat umah orang tua/mentua sik rasa kedak ya pun. Ni ndak semua nya dah tersedia tinggal pakey jak. Kadang-kadang balit kerja just mandi and makan jak. Bila tinggal kat umah sendiri tok baruk terasa. Semua nya kenak polah sendiri, beli sendiri, segala2nya sendiri bikin. Letih wooooo!!

Masak pun sikit jak. Macam sik percaya jak sayur seikat ya boleh dibahagi dua pakey dua hari. Ya pun kadang2 sik abis makan. Lawak ada jak. Nak beli barang dapur pun bila sampey kat kedey pandey konpius indah barang apa nak dbeli. Last2 balit umah mbak tangan kosong pasya pikir apa nak dmasak. Cali ada jak ku rasa. Nasib bah kedey2 dekat jak.

Pagi tadik bekpes aku goreng hotdog jak. Mbak bekal k makan dalam keta sepanjang perjalanan g kerja. E-one yang tukang abiskan. Malam lak sik tauk nak masak apa nak makan apa. Dilema juak jadi tukang masak tok.

Esok dah cuti Chinese New Year. Malam tok sik dapat tidor lah dengar jiran2 main mercun. Ya lah susah nya bila jiran semua cina time raya cidak tok lah nang bingit telinga tapi best juak bukan slalu pun hahaha. Malam tok dapat ambik gambar pat upload dalam blog tok untuk tatapan mereka yang sudi singgah dan jugak silence reader. Trimas yer sebab sudi singgah (ader ker...).